im beginning to believe
the saying that on the year
that u're 18 in life,
its either gonna rawk
if not it'll suck.
i think mine's the negative one.
so many things happened
since the start of 2008.
the departures of friends,
the arrival of severe bullemia
and even financial crisis
that i never experienced before.
dad and mum's scrooging
on the allowance
and im so pressurized
that i think im suffocating.
whenever i ask for money
even for food,
they'll hesistate.
sighs.
i just got this gut feeling
that there's more to come
for the rest of this pathetix year.
i hope im not that accurate.
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tearstaiinedd`
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